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Rain: Part II

Well this time it was a lot more eventful, therefore a longer post.
Morning - 5.30: Nothing worth mentioning happened.
5.30 - 6.16: B had just left. I was stuck in GK 1 with 12kg of 'stuff'. My cell phone had conked off long time ago (the battery has been screwing up a lot these days, doesn't even last a day!). And I was waiting for A, who seemed to be coming from the other part of the world (Bugger wasn't taking any calls from B's number while she was with me. So technically even if he was in some other part of the world, there was no way I would have known!!). I' d decided to wait till 7 and then make a move. But obviously He had other plans altogether. The next few minutes were as if they had been taken out straight from some novel, or some cheesy Hindi movie. Full on bollywood style aandhi-toofan, lonely girl with her 'stuff' waiting for help! Finally at around 6ish A came. He was sort of "disoriented about the ways", and that had taken hi… Specials Part II

I can't believe how insensitive this site is. I'm sure it's got some personal issues with me! (Wasn't it obvious the last time they mailed me, that they had to rub it in again!)
This is what they came up with today:
Subject: Is It Really Over?
Dear Mishika,Can't believe it's over? Can't stop thinking about all the good times you shared? Do you find yourself wondering if he's gone for good, or if he'll see the light and return? You're not alone! Devastating heartbreak can happen to anyone, but there is someone out there who can give you the answers you need. A psychic can help you get inside his mind -- so that you can win back his heart! New customers, choose your special offer: Get the first 3 minutes free, or enjoy 10 minutes for only $1.99!
All I want to know is: why me!!!!!


"I don't know why love starts or why it ends, but it only seems real when it's in a mess." -Head Over Heels.
"How liberating it is to love someone so much, and not be able to love anyone else, at all.. And not care whether that someone loves you, or not, or someone else, or have the potential to love anyone at all.." -Mishika

बस यूँ ही..Bass yun hi..

इंतेज़ार की आड़ में उम्मीद लगाएँ बैठें हैं,कब से उस एक पल की आस लगाए बैठें हैं, कभी ना कभी तो आएगा वो दिन, अन्दर से एक आवाज़ दस्तक देती है, बस यूँ ही..
कुछ देर से ही सही पर कुछ कर गुज़र जाएँगे, कुछ देर से ही सही पर कभी तो भुला पाएँगे, सोच कर कुछ ऐसा लबों पर मुस्कान आती है, बंद होटों से जो नज़रों में समा जाती है, बस यूँ ही...
कभी तो दिल से दिमाग जीत जाएगा, सफ़र कभी तो अपनी गति बढेगा, एक न एक दिन ऐसा भी आयेगा, सोच के ऐसा ये दिल ललचाता है, बस यूँ ही...
नज़रें कभी तो थक कर दम तोडेंगी, उम्मीद कभी तो इंतज़ार का दामन छोडेगी, कभी तो रुकेगा ख्वाइशों का कारवां, कभी तो हम भी हंस सकेंगे खुद पर, बस यूँ ही...
(For those who have trouble reading hindi)
Intezaar ki aad mein umeed lagaye baithe hain,Kab se uss ek pal ki aas lagaye baithe hain, Kabhi na kabhi to ayega woh din, Andar se ek awaaz dastak deti hai, Bass yun hi...
Kuch der se hi sahi par kuch kar guzar jaenge, Kuch der se hi sahi par kabhi to bhula paenge, Soch kar kuch aisa labon par muskaan aati hai, Band hoton se jo nazron mein sama jaati hai, Bass yun hi...
Just randomly at 1am last night, had nothing better to do (that's obviously a lie. I could have read, slept, anything but THIS!!)
Inspired from the poem (otherwise fictitious) that Julia Stiles reads in the end for Heath Ledger in "10 Things I Hate About You". { I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.} This is what my version is like:
I hate you for the fact that you know me so well, I hate to think of the moment for you when I fell.
I hate to cry w…

Cheero again..I love!

He has grown up. Almost 5months now. I love him more than ever. His name is more significant than anyone could ever imagine.
With all my love, To Cheero!!

Ladhkhadaaye Kadam!!

I love dancing, even though I just can't. I try all the time. Its worse than my singing (if you know me well enough then you would know why!). Most people are usually amazed at my dancing "skills", it's hard to believe how bad I am!!
This one's choreographed by me, and I obviously love it. If you think you can't dance, you should definitely watch this. You'll feel loads better and so much more confident. Enjoy!!
P.S. The one in green is Nupur. She reinforces my madness! Love <3

June14: One more. Just found it yday. I love this too. Solo performance. :) Specials

Astrology sites definitely have a thing for me. I keep getting random mails everyday from so many of these sites. And there are times when they make sense, make sense in such an amusing way that it is hard to believe.
Like this site did yesterday. I usually just delete the mail straightaway but this obviously grabbed my attention. This is what it goes like:
Subject: Is It Time to Move On?? (I could have slapped this mail if it was possible!!)
Dear Mishika,Still clinging to a relationship that's over? Sometimes it seems you can't let go of someone, no matter how hard you try. Find out what he's really thinking -- and if you should wait for him or move on -- with a free psychic love reading. New customers, enjoy your special offer: Get the first 10 minutes of your call free!Buggers I tell you!

Hey! I'm adopted!

Chumki's favorite pass time is to irritate me. This is something she aces. No matter how hard I try, I can't ignore her for long (You'll know exactly why if you know either of us well). And she is very creative when it comes to ways of irritating me.
So this time she came up with this whole story of how and why I was adopted (No I haven't been adopted. I am my parents child, but Chumki has a different story altogether!) This is what it goes like (explanation being given to R, in front of Ma):
"I am the first child, so obviously I was extremely pampered. Ma and Papa gave me so much that I got bored of everything (which includes all my toys, friends, books, etc etc). So they obviously wanted to get something that could entertain me for sometime at least. That's when they got her (i.e. Mishika) so that I wouldn't get bored. But later they got attached and adopted her."
P.S. I have heard so many of these "how-and-why-I-was-adopted" stori…

Jama Masjid

JamaMasjid is the principal mosque of Old Delhi in India. It was built by the Mughal emperor Shahjahan and it is the largest and best-known mosque in India. It is located on central street of Old Delhi, ChandniChowk.
I love this place for reasons that are not so obvious. Have some bitter-sweet memories related to this place (and Daryaganj book bazaar and Karims)..
I went there some time back, just to get some thoughts sorted!

Brida: Paulo Coelho!!

I just liked these lines/quotes/ideas/(whatever) a lot!!
We study what we can see, but what we see is not always what exists.As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.The night is just a part of the day.Miracles can't be explained, but they exist for those who believe in them.What is outside is harder to change than what is inside.Judging oneself to be inferior to others is one of the worst forms of pride you can know, because it is the most destructive way of being different.It isn't explanations that carry us forward, it is our desire to go on.People get used to their own mistakes, and it's not long before they start taking them as virtues.This far, and no farther!They had confessed their love to each other and now, they were embarrassed to look each other in the eye.Love is no respecter of reasons.You only live twice- once when you are born, and once when you look death in the face.