Moving On!!

I took a decision yesterday,
I'm not too sure how right, or how wrong,
All I know is that I'm the middle of this ocean, whose shore is not in my vicinity,
Just hoping that the tides, would sway me along.

I knew it would be hard,
But it's harder than I thought.
Becuase you still remain in my memory,
A memory that I thought I long back forgot.

You are my past, and this is my present,
This is a fact, to terms with which I have to come.
But like every other failed attempt to move away from you,
This might also be easier said than done!

I'll give in my everything to make this work,
I want to give in my heart and soul.
But feelings for you that have been supressed for long,
Will undoubtedly be very difficult to control!

My Diary :) :) :)

It's good to see you after such a long time,

What memories you bring back, 

It's hard to define.

A part of me lies secretly in you.

A part of me, which the world otherwise just sees through.

It's not just my state of mind,

It's you that gets these words out.

It's you that relaxes, calms my mind, 

more than it could have been, 

by shedding silent tears,  or a loud shout.

I love you more each day, 

Today more than yesterday,

And today, less than tomorrow.

Love

Tutul

P.S. For my diary, which I had abandoned for some time because of some stupid reasons.

        It's so good to have you back. :)

P.P.S. Thanks Aman, for gifting it to me.