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My 25 things!!

Rules:Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.
OK I haven't been tagged by anyone. I was randomly reading blogs and came across this post over here. You must go through this one. Quite amusing, in my opinion.
But I'll try tagging 25 people, so that they can continue this randomness!!
So here it is - My 25!

1. It is almost mandatory for me to end texts with 2 punctuation marks, and mails or chats with 3. They please my eyes only that way. (And God should be spelt as God, and never god..!)

2. I am the most abstract and random person I have ever come across. I've have done things I can't imagine any sane person doing!

3. Relationships are supposed to last a lifetime, that is what the ideal me thinks. (But they never do- that is something the practical me knows…

Moving On!!

I took a decision yesterday,
I'm not too sure how right, or how wrong,
All I know is that I'm the middle of this ocean, whose shore is not in my vicinity,
Just hoping that the tides, would sway me along.

I knew it would be hard,
But it's harder than I thought.
Becuase you still remain in my memory,
A memory that I thought I long back forgot.

You are my past, and this is my present,
This is a fact, to terms with which I have to come.
But like every other failed attempt to move away from you,
This might also be easier said than done!

I'll give in my everything to make this work,
I want to give in my heart and soul.
But feelings for you that have been supressed for long,
Will undoubtedly be very difficult to control!

Chumki and I, Again

Well..Chumki read my last post and called me up to say..
"Bewakoof!! Tum pagal ho. Fishy sachmeinhumkobolithi. Par wobolithikikissikonaibatana. She is my friend."
("Stupid!! You are mad. Fishy actually spoke to me, but she told me not to tell anyone. She is my friend.")
I can't be blamed for being the way I am, for I live with such amazingly, insanely cute and crazy people.

Chumki and I :D

A very BIZARRE conversation, early in the morning...

Me: What happened?

Chumki: Too many mosquitoes.

Me: I can't see any. You're behaving in a really weird way chumkoo...Retard!!

Chumki: Nahi. Hain naa! Fishy spoke to me yesterday?

Me: Who fishy?

Chumki: Aquarium wali. She told me she will eat all the mosquitoes, if Ma lets her out.

Me: Really? And what exactly did you tell her?

Chumki: That I can't let her out because Ma will not like it. She won't like it. And she complained about Ma not feeding her on time. So I told her that I will talk to her about it.

Me: Goodnight Chumki...You need sleep!!

P.S. Chumki is my elder sister. This is what happened to her when my computer wasn't functioning for one whole day. But now it's fine, so I hope she is fine too by the time I reach home.

By the way she is 23, turning 24 this July. :)

P.P.S. I love you Chumki...You're the sole cause of me being retard!

Getting it out!

I've always had issues venting out my frustration (and most other emotions), because more often than not,  I target it on the person who is the cause. However, with time I have realised that this doesn't really help, so I've switched to taking it out through drawings and writing (which goes straight into my diary. Thanks Aman, for gifting it to me!). It makes me feel wat lighter than any of those shouts or fights.

These are just some of my favorites :)

Dear Shoes

Dear shoes,
I was dreaming about you all night. I know it's absurd, and writing about it is even weirder! Don't remember the last time I saw you, where was it-under my bed? in the balcony? or was Ma wearing you? Uff!! Forget it...
I promise I shall look for you as soon as I get time. I have hardly touched you since you have come. Not that you're bad, but I just love the old ones better. No, I have nothing against you. You are not even ugly or stupid looking, just that you ain't those. Sorry!!
So stop haunting me in my dreams now. I will 'rescue' you soon from wherever you are. Till then, keep praying, but not so much that I have to kick you out of my otherwise peaceful sleep. 
NOTE: No, I am not insane or retard (or any such thing), just quite random. :)

My Diary :) :) :)

It's good to see you after such a long time,What memories you bring back,  It's hard to define. A part of me lies secretly in you. A part of me, which the world otherwise just sees through.
It's not just my state of mind, It's you that gets these words out. It's you that relaxes, calms my mind,  more than it could have been,  by shedding silent tears,  or a loud shout.
I love you more each day,  Today more than yesterday, And today, less than tomorrow.
Love Tutul
P.S. For my diary, which I had abandoned for some time because of some stupid reasons.         It's so good to have you back. :)
P.P.S. Thanks Aman, for gifting it to me.