Trying hard to fight fate,
A fate that is still unknown,
Trying to figure out what (who) is meant for me,
Or if forever I have to be alone.
I took a decision sometime back,
Which till today was the best i'd taken so far,
But now I'm as unsure as I was before,
Wondering if my whole world will fall apart.
I'm scared of what lies in store for me,
Scared of the future that's yet to come,
Scared that it will get ruined again,
Scared that I will have nowhere to run.