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09.03.2010

Trying hard to fight fate,
A fate that is still unknown,
Trying to figure out what (who) is meant for me,
Or if forever I have to be alone.

I took a decision sometime back,
Which till today was the best i'd taken so far,
But now I'm as unsure as I was before,
Wondering if my whole world will fall apart.

I'm scared of what lies in store for me,
Scared of the future that's yet to come,
Scared that it will get ruined again,
Scared that I will have nowhere to run.

Disappointed,
Mish-ika

Comments

Harini said…
Honey Chill. Everythings gonna be fine. Everyone at some point in their lives feel like you are. But you know the saying right... The darkest of dark nights is followed by a day :).
Mishika said…
Exactly what keeps me going. If its so bad, it can only get better. :)
soin said…
fighting the unknown? sometimes i think that prepares you well..free
Baljinder Singh said…
The darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn.....
Don't let ur life run by others' deeds...just be patient..life will give u everything tat u want....
All the Best...:P
Mishika said…
I've got all that I wanted. Thank you :D
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Srishti said…
"If its so bad, it can only get better"
Clap, clap. :)
You've met your fate. Soulmate remember? ;)
Mishika said…
I know!!! :D
P.S. text me the hookah story.
ayush said…
Well I dont know the lady much .. but all I can say is shit happens in life .. and some point or the other one's heart gets broken .. and ppl do feel lonely .. but yes love finds its way .. I have experienced the same after 5 years .. but believe me this feeling of being lonely evntually makes you strong and happy ..
Mishika said…
Love did find its way, and im glad it happened so soon. :D
ayush said…
Ohhhh thats greattt ... lucky you !!! :) I wish i was as lucky as u are ... lol
Pratyush said…
I, on the other hand, have become Comfortably Numb. It's a choice. Probably not a blissfully happy one, but it never goes negative on the satisfaction scale.
Mishika said…
@Pratyush: There's something abt the timing of ur comment, or my timing of reading it!! I'm Comfortably Numb too, at least at this point in time. Don't know how long this will last, but I have a feeling its here to stay. And yes, it is 'comfortable', if you know what i mean.
Mishika said…
@Ayush: im sure you'll get lucky too, soon :)
Pratyush said…
@Mishika - Not to be promoting alcohol, but a bottle of rum in three or four gulps does help extend that period significantly. Tried and tested method, guaranteed results, or you can give me the rum back.

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