Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Silver

I'll be 25 in another two weeks, and for some unfathomable reason, I am pretty excited about this one. My birthdays are not really something I look forward to, and that's because of a lot of reasons- you keep building the hype for months and weeks and days and everything is over in just 24 hours, just like that, phoo; some calls never come, and you keep waiting till the end of the day, this thing constantly ticking at the back of you head; some unsaid expectations are not met, even though consciously you are not aware of these, but your heart shrinks when 'these things' don't happen.

That being said, this year has been quite a roller-coaster ride already, and there is not much to lose at this point in time. Hence the excitement. I've also made a special effort to clear the clutter, from my mind and physical space around me, just to make sure there is only good energy around my silver. And there are some little things that I have in mind to do for myself this birthday and in the year that follows. The best part- since my only expectations are from myself, it is only me that can disappoint me.

Silver Wishlist:
> Laptop
> Watch
> Bicycle
> Birthday dress



Silver resolutions:
> More sleep
> Less beer
> Lesser green tea
> More workout (more? more than nothing, atleast :/)
> More drawing
> More writing/blogging
> More cooking
> More saving
> More travel
> Turn down temper


Two more weeks with this subtle current of excitement that I am really hoping not to get jinxed, and bam! I'll be 25, quarter of a century.

*fingerscrossed*

22nd

23rd
24th




3 comments:

CRD said...

Belated birthday wishes...when was it?

I end up feeling upset at every birthday too...like you said, it is preceded by weeks of anticipation and aspirations and ends really quick as a damp squib.

Keep writing.

Cheers,
CRD

Do drop by mine. Wrote something humourous about the latest Bond movie and the CBFC

CRD said...

Belated birthday wishes...when was it?

I end up feeling upset at every birthday too...like you said, it is preceded by weeks of anticipation and aspirations and ends really quick as a damp squib.

Keep writing.

Cheers,
CRD

Do drop by mine. Wrote something humourous about the latest Bond movie and the CBFC

Mishika said...

Hey!! You did not miss it, it was yesterday.
And I had the most perfect birthday ever. :)