100 truths

Yes I have copied this from face book, just for the simple reason that I don't understand why I would want to tag others in something that is totally about me (and why they would be interested in being tagged either).

LAST:

1. Last beverage = nimbu paani (counts?)
2. Last phone call = aanchal ghai ($%&$)

3. Last text message= anirudh
4. Last song you listened =well respected man
5. Last time you cried = saturday (21st)
HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = not yet, might just in sometime
7. Been cheated on =ya, emotionally
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = yes
9. Lost someone special = lots of them
10. Been Depressed = a lot
11. Been drunk and threw up = just once

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12.black/brown (can't decide)
13. pink
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made new friends = plenty
16. Fallen out of love = ya. finally
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you =met someone long time back, changed now because of that.                                                                   does that count?
19. Found out who your true friends were = that i never will 
20. Found out someone was talking about you = oh ya. 
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = not this year
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life=60%;there are so many juniors 
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2
24. Do you have any pets = no :(
25. Do you want to change your name = never 
26. What did you do for your last birthday = went to IHC for a performance, won 15,000/-
27. What time did you wake up today =9.58 (a text woke me up)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = sleeping, I'm never up till that long
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= daawat-e-khaan
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2hrs back
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? =one is too less
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom =ya, just that i don't call him that 
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = this thing
35. Most visited web page =gmail.com
36. Whats your real name =Mishika
37. Nicknames = tutul, mishy, mishi, mishu, mishti, tul
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = Sagittarius
40. Male or female or transgendered= female 
41. Primary school = foundation
42. High School =DPS NOIDA
43. College =Kamala Nehru
44. Hair color = deep brown
45. Long or short = short
46: Height = 5'3"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = well, on three people ;)
48: What do you like about yourself? = quite a lot
49. Piercings =nose:1, ears:4 (3+1)
50. Tattoos = nahi
51. Righty or lefty = righty 

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = not had one
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = kanika 
55. First vacation =must have been patna or ranchi
56. First crush = kabir

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to call =kanika 
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting 4 = momos

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yes
65. Get married? = not sure
66. Careers in mind? = plenty

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = lips
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = tall
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous 
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = stomach
73. Sensitive or loud = both
74. Hook-up or relationship = neither
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = both


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger= don't remember
77. Drank hard liquor = yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts =no 
79. Sex on first date = no
80. Broken someones heart = yes 
81. Had your own heart broken = always
82. Been arrested = not yet
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Liked a friend that is a girl? = not yet

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = not now
87. Miracles =yes
88. Love at first sight = no
89. Heaven = no
90. Santa Clause =no
91. Kiss on the first date = ... 
92. Angels = no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? =there are three, is that allowed? 
94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? = not yet
95. Did you sing today? = lo...yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?=i won't
98. If you could pick a day from any years passed by and relive it, what would it be=2007 new years eve
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = terribly afraid, it takes ages to fall out of it
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =ahh...dumb!

THEORIZING LIFE:Reality v/s Illusion

After pondering over this for a really long time, I have finally come to the conclusion that life does exist in two parallel forms: ‘reality’ and ‘illusion’.

Reality is what we are forced to live in, just because it is said to be ‘normal’ and ‘real’, although few realize that the concept of ‘reality’ and ‘real’ is also quite relative (like every other thing, in my opinion). My reality will always be different from yours, and yours will be different from another third person's. But the only thing that is common between all our realities is that it never can make us truly ‘happy’ (another concept that involves relativity). What makes me happy today, might not tomorrow, and vice-versa. And by always being close to ‘reality’, there will always be something that bothers us. I certainly, totally, completely, fully (and allother "ly-s" to emphasize my point) believe that it is impossible to have a picture perfect ‘reality’ and be happy with it. You can be content, compromise and adjust, but then again, that does reduce your happiness quotient (if that exists) to a large degree.

On the other hand, illusion (Aah! How much I love the word at this point in my life!!) is just being away from reality. It’s a far-faraway land where everything is perfect (because it is an illusion). And to achieve complete happiness, you need to believe, and indulge, in this world of Illusion. It’s easy to get into, but really difficult to come out of. Happiness is addictive, even if it is fake, un’real’ and 'created'. Once you are there, experiencing the ultimate form of happiness, you just want to be there forever, which is quite understandable and hence justifiable too.

But the question here is- how long can you ignore reality and live in this world of illusion? Well, very honestly, forever. It’s a personal choice to opt for an alternate reality and live with it, and no one has as much control of your life as you do (and if they do, it’s time I share with you some wisdom from past experiences), and therefore, can’t really get you out of it. Situations and circumstances are two other amazingly glorified words which can drag you out of your space. But wasn’t it the situations that provoked you to get into this in the first place??

 

So after giving it a lot of thought, I choose to live in illusion and remain happy for the rest of my life (that actually means till the time I survive here).

 

One last thing: You can either live reality and be sad, or live in a world of illusion and be happy J.

 

DISCLAIMER: Whatever I have theorized is simply out of convenience. It might be childish, foolish or baseless (call it whatever you may want to) but it does make life so much simpler and worthwhile.

NOTE: thanks ish, for editing :) 

Cheero- my love!! <3

I got back from Pune last 13th and was welcomed with this cute little thing. This chhotu puggy was 40 days old when i met him (now 50) and is just the size of a full grown rat. I fell in love with him the moment I saw him. Shivam (his owner) has been very kind to me regarding my new found love. He drops him everyday at my place for sometime while he can play downstairs. Puggy was unwell a few days back. he had fever but thankfully he is doing fine now. :)

  I've named him Cheero although Shivam refuses to call him that. He is still trying up to come up with a name for him.