Just randomly at 1am last night, had nothing better to do (that's obviously a lie. I could have read, slept, anything but THIS!!)

Inspired from the poem (otherwise fictitious) that Julia Stiles reads in the end for Heath Ledger in "10 Things I Hate About You".

{ I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.}

This is what my version is like:

I hate you for the fact that you know me so well,

I hate to think of the moment for you when I fell.

I hate to cry whenever I think of you,

I hate that with each other, we no longer have anything to do.

I hate the paths that I now have to travel alone,

I hate to admit that from my life you're gone.

I hate everything that reminds me of you,

I hate the fact that I don't really hate them too.

I hate to see how you just don't care,

I hate to know there is nothing we anymore share.

I hate to dream all day (and night) about you,

I hate the fact that you still just see through.

I hate how you threw me out of you life,

I hate the fact, that without you it's so hard to survive.

I hate to come up with excuses so that we can meet,

I hate that without you, I feel so incomplete.

I hate to be always giving you a thought,

I hate it so much because you still mean hell a lot.

I hate it when out of the blue I get your text,

I hate it when I spend hours thinking-what next?

I hate the fact that I can hate you never,

Because loving you once, now means loving you forever!!

P.S.: No (questioning) comments, please!

100 truths

Yes I have copied this from face book, just for the simple reason that I don't understand why I would want to tag others in something that is totally about me (and why they would be interested in being tagged either).

LAST:

1. Last beverage = nimbu paani (counts?)
2. Last phone call = aanchal ghai ($%&$)

3. Last text message= anirudh
4. Last song you listened =well respected man
5. Last time you cried = saturday (21st)
HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = not yet, might just in sometime
7. Been cheated on =ya, emotionally
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = yes
9. Lost someone special = lots of them
10. Been Depressed = a lot
11. Been drunk and threw up = just once

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12.black/brown (can't decide)
13. pink
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made new friends = plenty
16. Fallen out of love = ya. finally
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you =met someone long time back, changed now because of that.                                                                   does that count?
19. Found out who your true friends were = that i never will 
20. Found out someone was talking about you = oh ya. 
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = not this year
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life=60%;there are so many juniors 
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2
24. Do you have any pets = no :(
25. Do you want to change your name = never 
26. What did you do for your last birthday = went to IHC for a performance, won 15,000/-
27. What time did you wake up today =9.58 (a text woke me up)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = sleeping, I'm never up till that long
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= daawat-e-khaan
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2hrs back
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? =one is too less
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom =ya, just that i don't call him that 
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = this thing
35. Most visited web page =gmail.com
36. Whats your real name =Mishika
37. Nicknames = tutul, mishy, mishi, mishu, mishti, tul
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = Sagittarius
40. Male or female or transgendered= female 
41. Primary school = foundation
42. High School =DPS NOIDA
43. College =Kamala Nehru
44. Hair color = deep brown
45. Long or short = short
46: Height = 5'3"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = well, on three people ;)
48: What do you like about yourself? = quite a lot
49. Piercings =nose:1, ears:4 (3+1)
50. Tattoos = nahi
51. Righty or lefty = righty 

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = not had one
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = kanika 
55. First vacation =must have been patna or ranchi
56. First crush = kabir

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to call =kanika 
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting 4 = momos

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yes
65. Get married? = not sure
66. Careers in mind? = plenty

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = lips
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = tall
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous 
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = stomach
73. Sensitive or loud = both
74. Hook-up or relationship = neither
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = both


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger= don't remember
77. Drank hard liquor = yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts =no 
79. Sex on first date = no
80. Broken someones heart = yes 
81. Had your own heart broken = always
82. Been arrested = not yet
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Liked a friend that is a girl? = not yet

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = not now
87. Miracles =yes
88. Love at first sight = no
89. Heaven = no
90. Santa Clause =no
91. Kiss on the first date = ... 
92. Angels = no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? =there are three, is that allowed? 
94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? = not yet
95. Did you sing today? = lo...yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?=i won't
98. If you could pick a day from any years passed by and relive it, what would it be=2007 new years eve
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = terribly afraid, it takes ages to fall out of it
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =ahh...dumb!